Saturday, November 26, 2005

unlucky me

1.I'm prone to bouts of psychotic depression
2.My fingers understand the female genitalia like a blind speed reader's understand the braille alphabet.
3.I have many good friends who I love very much.
4.I more often fantasize about riding the rails of a post apocalyptic wasteland of the American West. Along with air condition, long black hair and coat which billow in the wind, cowboy boots and a black gun. Make that two.
5.I'm often impulsive and quick to anger.
6.I think about sex a lot.
7.Insecurity and alienation are similar but not identical feelings. I feel the both in about equal measure.
8.Which is weird, because at the same time, I really am full of hubris with respect to my mental faculties. So much so that I reckon stupid people are the fly(ies) in the bottle that wittengenstein wished to remove
9.I like to imagine sometimes a possible world where I'm a guerilla freedom fighter and intellectual like che guevarra.
10.Cutting loose with emotions like Hate and Jealousy and Anger really make me feel good. But I cant do that. Ever.
11.I like to self-apply the adjective "snarling" and also "iconoclastic." My internal picture of myself is a sort of epic cool curmudgeonly rebellious figure.
12.I don't understand why people don't wonder about the things I wonder about and why they haven't come to the same conclusions I have.
13.I like to borrow other peoples thoughts.

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